Baseball, Gangbangers and Me
I spent the last two weeks on the jury of a gang/drug murder and we reached a verdict yesterday.
The trial took us pretty far into gang culture just so we could understand the case because most of us have never come this close to it before. I think there is a tendency in all of us to look away because this is Not Our Problem, and if we are forced to look, we think, "Thank God I don't live there."
We were forced to look and forced to think about what it means to live among gangs.
We learned the names of several affiliated gangs in Santa Ana and their "enemies", how they dress, how they handle guns, the culture of "Traditional Mexican street gangs" as opposed to all the other types of gangs, including biker gangs and skinheads, and we had quick course in local gang graffiti. We found out that the characters "13" or "XIII" or "X3" represent an affiliation with the Mexican Mafia, that the Santa Ana Lopers consider the EastSiders their enemies, and that Lopers Minnie Street is a sub-set of the Lopers gang. I find that I can now read some gang graffiti. Mr opiejeanne doesn't know whether he finds that alarming or amusing.
This immersion into gang culture was depressing and I feel like I'm recovering from a really nasty case of the flu.There was so much viciousness described, so many murders and shootings and knifings, so many different drug dealers operating on top of each other, that it was like being in an airless place, underwater, suffocating, and this was only a very small taste of the despair experienced by the ordinary people who live in gang neighborhoods, the ones who are not a part of gang culture. During deliberations, one of the jurors asked why they didn't just move away; she was simply bewildered that anyone would stay. Another juror who grew up in the area and in similar poverty explained very gently why moving away from the problem isn't that simple, and not just because of money.
This case was difficult because there was no forensic evidence that put the gun in the defendant's hand; there was enough evidence to put him at the scene at the right time, no doubt about it, and we had witnesses who named him as one of two shooters. We had to decide if we believed the witnesses and that proved difficult.
We looked at photographs of the scene, pictures of the victim taken less than an hour after death, pictures of his tattoos and wounds. He looked a little surprised in the photo that showed his face. The photos did not shock me at first, probably because there was almost no blood; my husband thought it was because I've been desensitized by movies and tv. There really was very little blood, even on the victim's clothing.
We watched one witness for the prosecution refuse to testify and saw another one nearly collapsing from terror after her testimony. I have no doubt that the one who refused to testify will be dead within the next six months because the tape of his statement was played in court for us. We saw the families of the victim and defendant weeping during testimony, and we endured the glares of several young men in the gallery who may have been from either family. I felt sympathy for both families, and I felt sorry for the jury for having to even hear what we heard.
It was so tough to do what we had to do, that when we left on Friday evening everyone was angry with someone else on the jury, and I was mad at nearly all of them. I had a margarita with dinner, something I rarely do and never when I'm upset. It was a good thing that we had the weekend to really think it over because it gave us a chance to work through the most troubling bits of testimony. We all wished for some piece of evidence on one side or the other that would make it clear-cut, either an iron-clad alibi so we could find him not guilty or something from forensics that was so solid that we could find him guilty, and we just didn't have that luxury; instead, we had to decide who was credible and what parts of their testimony we believed.
In the end we found the defendant guilty of 1st degree murder, guilty of the enhanced charges of "street terrorism" and "use of a firearm", but it was really hard on all of us. No one took this lightly, not even the most hardline among us. The defendant is now 19, 17 at the time of the crime, and there was ample evidence that his family had tried to keep him out of trouble. The shooting took place on New Year's eve and it grew out of an argument that escalated into a fist-fight, cheered on by the rest of the gang.
I got a little teary-eyed when we finished deliberating yesterday so I went and washed my face; I didn't want anyone to notice, so I don't know if I was the only one. Our identities have been sealed for now, but we will have to petition at some point in the not-too-distant future to keep them sealed; my kids are urging me to do so.
And what, you may ask, does all of this have to do with baseball in general, or the Angels in particular?
The Angels came up several times during the trial, once in a comment from the judge that we'd all be home in time for the game. There was a gasp-inducing moment when the prosecuting attorney gave his closing arguments (rebuttal?). As an example of what constituted 2nd degree murder he gave a description, down to the last hangnail, of the circumstances of the Nick Adenhart case. He didn't name Nick, but it was all there in his comments, all the times the unnamed driver was arrested for DUI, sent to rehab, signed a document acknowledging that someone might die if he chose to drive drunk, etc. I don't know if anyone else on the jury even noticed, but I was really disturbed by it.
Baseball came to my aid when we were discussing the credibility of the prosecution's star witness. We had to decide if she really could identify the defendant from 80 to 100 feet away, pick him out of a crowd of 15 to 20 young men all dressed alike. The only way I could put that distance into perspective is that I know it's 90 feet from Home to 1st. Umpires sometimes get it wrong even when they're standing right on top of a play, but they do get it right most of the time (we won't talk about Doug Eddings) despite what the fans sitting farther than 90 feet away think. This witness has more in common with those fans than the umpire because of distance and bias, but we're only talking about a relatively simple play at first base. The murder itself was more like that bench-clearing brawl on Easter, Angels vs. Boston. The shooting took place in a parking lot at 11pm, and even though it was lighted I decided that from that distance she could not have seen the defendant well enough to know that he was the one holding the gun, pointing the gun, or shooting the gun. Heck, it was a 25 semi-automatic and I'm pretty sure she couldn't even see the gun.
Baseball logos are part of gang identity. I may be 59 but I'm not naive; I know that some of those Dodgers and White Sox caps I see are worn for a secondary purpose, but it brought me up short when I discovered that there is a gang in my neighborhood that uses the Angels logo for their gang ID. After my first reaction of "What? Here??!!!" and "How Dare They Use My Angels For This Crap!!!!" I was surprised to see that they operate pretty close to my house. It's annoying/amusing/annoying that little punk-ass15-year-old self-proclaimed bad boys have MySpace accounts where they brag about how bad they are. I'd like to believe that they're all just a bunch of wanna-be kids, nothing more than a tagging crew, but I know that's not the case. I know that there are older members who have been convicted of some pretty nasty stuff.
And finally, Angels baseball kept me sane during deliberations, gave me an escape from this vicarious misery even if I experienced only a glimpse of it. The knowledge that we had another game every night gave me something to look forward to, and it only helped that they did so well during this period. I hesitate to link to any of the gang art using the Angels logo because what they represent really disturbs me, but it illustrates a little of what I'm talking about. If Rev says it's ok, I will. I'm not even sure my essay has enough to do with baseball that I should be posting it here. I will not be offended if told that it is not appropriate for this forum.
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gang “art” … speaking as someone who lives in a swamp of similar activity, the biggest joke is the enabling culture that has sprung up in public and non-profit agencies surrounding anti-social behavior. Every “gang task force” out there ensures one thing: that gangs will always be with us.
The thing that made me really angry was the marketing of Warner Brothers
cartoon characters on gang-style clothing. My girls were the age that it appealed to them, and they thought I was over-reacting to it, but they had not taken a wild ride with me through Oakland yet.
I think Penney’s was the store. It’s understandable that Taz might be picked up by gangsters as a logo, but marketing gang-style clothing with Tweety and Sylvester dressed gang-style was too much. I was pretty angry and I told one of the managers how angry I was that Penneys was choosing profits over the good of the community by legitimizing and mainstreaming gang culture.
Yeah, I’m a bit of a crank.
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Yeah, I remember those
They aren’t still around, are they?
I remember thinking to myself at the time, WTF are their branding people thinking? Disney would never do such a thing to pollute their brand. I see the Warner Bros. stores are now all closed, and maybe it’s idiot decisions like this one that contributed to that.
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They came out before the WB stores opened.
And the WB stores didn’t carry anything like that. I bought my youngest a jacket with Marvin the Martian at a WB store. That was the coolest jacket ever; she lost it a year later, left it in a changing room and by the time we missed it it was gone.
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Awesome post.........
As a transplant from SoCal Im all too familiar with the gang activity down there……its sad that these young men can do this to each other all because of what colors they wear……
I cant even imagine the jury deliberations in a case like this……..(I’ve always wanted to do jury duty atleast once)
Thanks for sharing your experience.
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Godspeed Nick - RIP - 1986-2009
by norcaliangelsfan on Aug 4, 2009 5:13 PM PDT reply actions
Not that it makes much of a difference...
But it’s not so much about colors as it is neighborhood pride. I am not defending the actions of gang members, but I think it’s easier to deal with the problem when it’s addressed in regards to poverty and a lack of a family structure than to simply classify it as a struggle of blue vs. red, or whatever the case may be. When you feel you have nothing else to be proud of, sometimes you become prideful of the wrong things. People, especially young people, want to be a part of something that they feel is also part of themselves, and unfortunately, this is the path a lot of misguided youth take to express their pride.
Like I said, it doesn’t make it any more rational, but we can all certainly understand what it’s like to be prideful of the area we are from, or even the teams we root for. Fortunately, most of us (MOST of us) are able to express this pride without guns and violence.
Sorry for the rant (Guinness did it), but I work with a lot of kids who are headed down the same path, so I just wanted to put in my two cents. Your main argument is what is most important, and that is the fact that it truly is a sad situation.
Apologies in advance.
It's not about neighborhood pride AT ALL
It’s about drugs, getting fucked up, ripping people off, shooting and beating people up, and basically just living the same hate-filled stupid lives their worthless parents did. The whole claiming neighborhoods is gang talk for “this is the area in which I sell crack and make other people’s lives miserable”
When I think neighborhood pride, I think more along the lines of keeping up your house and looking out for your neighbors
We are the Los Angeles Angels of the late 2000s
by Higz on Aug 5, 2009 10:25 AM PDT up reply actions 1 recs
They are territorial, the way some animals are.
Drugs and murder seemed to be the primary business ventures of the gangs we were looking at.
I have a neighbor who has stopped watering and mowing his lawn. His place has always looked pretty good up until now, and this is a sudden change. I don’t know the guy, he’s just around the corner from my cul-de-sac, so I’m a little shy about talking to him. He’s probably in his 30s.
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Territoriality and neighborhood pride are not equivalent. That was my point.
We are the Los Angeles Angels of the late 2000s
I understood your point.
I was providing a different word to describe what Red’s view, to avoid misunderstanding.
I lived in Baldwin Park until I was 14. My parents had no idea how bad things were in my jr high. We’d come to school too many mornings and find police tape around the lockers and a pool of dried blood on the pavement. A kid in my classes spent a month out of school recovering from surgery to remove the bullet from his head where he’d accidentally shot himself while cleaning his uncle’s gun. I don’t know why I never told my parents about this stuff, or if I did I don’t remember. I’m so glad we finally moved.
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I understand where you're coming from.
And I think that a great deal of people agree with you, and that is totally understandable. But I also think it’s too easy to label a problem with phrases like “hate-filled stupid lives” and “worthless parents”. It would be difficult to do anything to help fix a problem if we assume we know the circumstances of everyone involved, and then just washed our hands of it. I have sat across many a table as parents, usually single mothers, cried their eyes out to me as they pleaded for help for their sons and daughters, or mourned the loss of one. I would never even think to label them “worthless”, or dismiss those kids’ lives as “stupid”.
I think we are in agreement that gangs are an unwelcome sub-culture in this area. Since I feel that way, I would rather keep as many kids as I could from making the mistakes that their families or homeboys made. I do this by showing them that, in fact, their lives are not “worthless” and “stupid”, and that it is never too late to make a difference and be a contributing member of society.
Delusional? Maybe. Liberal naivete? Could be. But that’s what I do.
Apologies in advance.
Red...
…since you’re a teacher, have you heard of KIPP schools? This organization has had phenomenal success with inner city kids. They demand a lot from their students…and teachers. I read a really good book on how they developed titled “Work Hard, Be Nice”. I’d be curious to hear your thoughts.
I have heard of KIPP schools...
Sorry it took so long to respond to you. One of the most difficult concepts for me to grasp as I age is that skating (skateboarding) may not be conducive to my well-being, so I have been nursing a few injuries that resulted from convincing myself that I am as good as I once was. But I digress…
I love the concept of KIPP schools, and I am very interested in getting involved with such a program, especially as it pertains to Teach for America. As we all know, the budget cuts in California have made it even more difficult for teachers to be tenured, and the layoffs are astounding, presenting even more challenges to a profession that has its share to begin with. This is even more frustrating for me, as I have found over the years that working in the inner city, or working at schools with smaller budgets and “lower income” families as been not only rewarding, but completely necessary. These are the kids who NEED teachers who give a shit, but they are not getting the proper attention.
Teachers in KIPP schools go all out to change the lives of students who may be heading down the wrong path if they’re not already on it. They require more than standing in front of a class, teaching a lesson, and moving on. These are schools for teachers who want to TEACH, not just secure their job and a paycheck. A lot of these kids have been tossed aside and taught that they’re dumb or worthless, but KIPP teachers have been rather successful at turning out “ghetto” scholars, if you will. In turn, they also learn how to do the same thing for fellow students and peers.
I am in the process of getting involved with Teach for America, and hopefully it will lead me somewhere toward the KIPP program. I much prefer teaching where I’m needed. In my experience, it’s the so-called “ghetto” kids who have made me enjoy this job so much. When people find out which schools I’ve worked at, they shudder as if they feel sorry for me. Little do they know that it’s THEIR kids at the high income school on the hill that are the biggest problem. Try explaining to a white kid in a BMW or a raised F-350 that he needs his education and he’ll laugh in your face as he tells you he’s going to work for Daddy forever. Not to mention the number of fights and violent incidents that occur ten times more often than at the “ghetto” schools. When you have everything, there is no incentive to push yourself. But when you have nothing…
Hope I didn’t babble too much, but I have been laid out for days as my ankle swells to the size of a softball, and my shoulder and left arm are not getting along or working properly together. Skate or die… wait I better not say that.
Apologies in advance.
Thanks for the response...
…and I hope your injuries heal quickly. My kids still laugh at me for attempting a wheelie stunt on a bike about 5 years ago (I’m 52). I crash-landed on my right side. Similar to you, I had some minor cuts and bruises. I guess it looked like quite a sight.
The guys that stated the KIPP schools started in Teach for America. I believe there are a lot of kids that can use the better opportunity provided through the KIPP schools. I hope it works out for you.
Take care.
Like Red said, it's turf these days in this area, and not so much about colors.
The Crips and Bloods don’t have as much influence here as the Mexican Mafia.
This is my third time on a jury, although one of the times I was an alternate and didn’t take part in deliberations. The other two were easier to decide because the evidence was so clear. I have to say that it has been interesting, and I think the best part is seeing how it works, what happens in a courtroom, how evidence is presented, etc. The judge, the DA and the defense attorney spent a lot of time explaining how it all works.
The DA kept telling us that the forensic investigation is nothing like the show CSI, and then he admitted that he’d never watched CSI which I already knew because the investigation techniques described were EXACTLY like the show. I know that they went to great lengths to get it right for tv, and they have an advisor who worked for the FBI’s CSI unit.
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And even those guys are wrong a good deal of the time
Reason ran an expose of one Mississippi quasi-official medical examiner, Steven Hayne, who had basically been making stuff up in order to official police accounts of various crimes. There’s often a lot less science behind what these guys do than is advertised on the various CSI shows.
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A good deal of the time? I hope you have something more to base that assertion on
than a single article about a single ME in Mississippi.
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I'm honestly very very curious about the tags
So count me as another party that would like to see said gang imagery that apparently incorporates the logo.
"I've got more action than my man John Woo
And I've got mad hits like I was Rod Carew" - Shure Shot, The Beastie Boys
I work for a criminal defense attorney in Orange County.
This case is actually pretty mundane for the surrounding area of “The Big A”. Although I have never seen the Halos logo used in gang imagery, I often see it used with the LA Dodgers. If you Google CHAZ BOJORQUEZ you can find some imagery that may satisfy your curiosity.
TonZ-of-GunZ
Sure, gang imagery with Dodgers stuff is commonplace
What I wanted to see is tags and gang imagery that apparently incorporates Lanaheim’s iconography. That I would never expect to see. And yet opiejeanne says they can point me to it.
"I've got more action than my man John Woo
And I've got mad hits like I was Rod Carew" - Shure Shot, The Beastie Boys
Here is one MySpace page
I’ll have to dig around for some of the others I saw yesterday when I was writing this:
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Well, that didn't work.
http://s203.photobucket.com/albums/aa30/cokes714/?action=view¤t=213161.jpg
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This one, above, has quite a few.
The artist seems to like blue but I think the color is his own choice, not necessarily gang-related.
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Quite an experience.
Life is real easy when it’s a choice between good and bad. When it’s a choice between bad and worse, or worse and worse, then it’s not so easy.
I served on a case about 4 years ago. The defendant was accused of kidnap, attempted murder and domestic terrorism (all felonies). The facts of the case were;
- Husband and wife were hanging out drinking excessively. Thy then started to smoke crack, an offense for which they both had been previously convicted.
- Sometime later, they got into an argument. The husband ended up tying the wife to the bed rail with duct tape, wrapping duct tape around her head, and threatening to kill her with a knife.
- A neighbor heard the wife’s screams, and called the sheriff’s department. The husband was arrested prior to carrying out the threat.
Here’s what made it so pathetic…the husband had 2 previous felonies. Both of the other felonies were committed against the wife! And…this was a 3 strikes case. That’s right…25 to life.
To make matters worse, the public defender was ghastly. She wasn’t prepared in the slightest. During opening arguments, she forgot the defendant’s name! She wasn’t familiar with the facts, and presented absolutely no exculpatory evidence.
When it came time for deliberations, we all looked at each other like…what the hell? How can we not convict. (For me, it was quite eerie to see a mass of duct tape with the victim’s hair still attached). It took us about 2 hours to convict.
I have to tell you, I felt very unclean about the whole event. You know that movie years ago, "The Unforgiven"? That’s the movie where everyone is critically flawed in one way or the other. That’s about the way I felt after the trial. No heroes. Just survivors.
Whoa. You're right, just survivors.
We didn’t like anyone involved in our case, not the victim, not the defendant, nor the witnesses… well, except for one. The guy who testified about how the victim arrived at the scene was the only person who seemed decent; he had managed to stay just outside the gang problems and had removed himself to another community to attend college. He’s in another gang territory, so he’s not clear yet.
The “hostile” witness claimed he didn’t remember anything that was described to him, didn’t know who anyone was, didn’t recognize the defendant, etc. and it got so bad that the judge finally stopped him and said, “Let me get this straight. You don’t remember being in my courtroom a week ago?”
Yeah, he remembered that but nothing else. Then he asked the judge for a restraining order against the entire Santa Ana Police Department. I was amazed that no one laughed out loud, but we all did when we got to the jury room. I was also amazed that the judge didn’t blow his top.
He also claimed he never uses the internet, doesn’t even own a computer, and doesn’t have a MySpace page. I just found his MySpace page not 10 minutes ago and I wasn’t even looking for him (and no, I will not post a link). On his taped statement he describes everyone and everything that happened that night, names and identifies several gang members and tells about their business, which seems to be selling drugs. It’s interesting that everyone we heard from is NOT gang member but they all know who is a member of the Lopers, and no one is a drug dealer except for that one time they got caught, and they had only just started that day.
The star witness would not have won Mother of the Year. She is 28 years old, looks 48, has five children ages 5 – 11 and was picked up in an FBI raid of the complex that netted more than two dozen possible dealers. Her drug conspiracy charges will be dropped for testifying, but she has chosen to endanger her children’s lives rather than give them up to Social Services and probably a relative to raise while she does time. There is a private donor who has given her money to relocate so that she can make herself and her children safe, but she’d have to move her entire extended family in order to be safe from this gang if they decide to retaliate. We did consider that our defendant was one of the smaller fish in the gang, and that it was possible that he was the designated fall guy, but other evidence pointed us toward him as one of the shooters. Oh, the other shooter was a guy named Pollo, who was Star Witnesses boyfriend at the time of the shooting. He’s in Mexico, deported just the month before it was realized that he was involved. There is speculation that the witness will be there within a week of having her own charges dropped.
The defense in this case had one piece of evidence that would have given an alibi to the defendant, if it hadn’t been doctored. It was a 15 minute chunk of video with a time/date stamp that was really just a title that had been added after the DVD was burned. Neither the camera nor the computer were available for the DA to examine, but no matter; he brought in an expert who demonstrated the difference between a real time stamp and a title. For one thing, the dates never display a comma between the month/day and the year. Another point was that the font was all wrong, and another was that the timer disappeared after about 5 seconds no matter where the video was started. I noticed something that was not mentioned: the timer never changed. It was set to 11pm, but we watched at least three minutes of the video, stopping and starting it several times, and the time never changed.
There were so many questions that we wished had been addressed by both sides and, of course, the jury is not allowed to suggest questions for either side to ask, but I am now allowed to do a bit of investigating and I’ve found several articles online that answer some of the questions we had.
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Questions
Actually, some judges have started to allow jurors to submit questions they want answered once the lawyers have done their thing. It happened the one time I actually made it onto a jury, and we did in fact get our questions asked and answered. We submitted them to the judge, who showed them to the attorneys. The judge then decided whether they could be asked (they usually were, sometimes in slightly modified form). It was quite useful.
Damn
I was on a jury (as a foreman, no less) last month. I thought I had it bad because the case was tedious, frivolous (a civil case), and wholly unnecessary. It was a banal waste of time and money, and there wasn’t a single reason I could imagine the case as being any sort of “necessary.” When we got to deliberations, I was infuriated by the ineptitude of the people in not seeing how transparently obvious the verdict should be and dragging their feet for more than a day.
Now, in comparison to what you’ve described, I feel I got off easy.
No way I could do what you did. But as somewhat of a rigid hardliner, I’d have a damn hard time breaking away from whatever view I did have.
by Caseys Kiss of Death on Aug 4, 2009 7:50 PM PDT reply actions
I'm pretty rigid too, but this was not just an "18 months of probatio"n kind of case.
Every one of us expected a better showing from one side or the other, and a lot of witnesses that we were told we’d get to hear were cut from the trial. We really wish we had gotten to hear them; one was a child and we wondered if both sides decided to protect that child.
It was a lousy case, not enough evidence to suit any of us, and more than one of us wondered if the defense attorney had done his job properly, but then we considered that maybe that was all he could do. He was interesting. He had been a policeman in the San Diego P.D. and at one time he was assigned to the jail. He told us about how
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I was pretty annoyed that other jurors didn't see what I saw,
didn’t hear what I heard, and couldn’t figure out which bits were more important.
I was on a DUI case 18 months ago that should not have gone to court but the defendant wanted to fight her arrest. Her lawyer was freshly minted, so new he almost shone, and he made so many mistakes in who he chose to have speak, including the defendant. I guess she must have insisted, but I think it’s usually not a good idea to have the defendant speak. Her boyfriend was a witness, and calling him to testify was a huge mistake. He was a young idiot, came to court wearing ragged jeans, and there was a bit of a reaction to the information that he was 19 and she was 32. She came to court the second day with a black eye. At the time of the arrest her right leg (or maybe it was her left, she was unsure) was in a cast from a car accident she had on St Patrick’s Day, and of course we all thought that was the result of driving drunk but the DA told us it was not. (Rats!) She was driving a rental when she was arrested on the DUI.
Her attorney attempted a novel defense called the Rising BAC defense, claiming that her blood/alcohol level was just beginning to rise at the time of the arrest and that she was tested about 45 minutes later so that gave time for it to be above the .08 level. He didn’t prove that this fit that model at all.
The most interesting part of that trial was the testimony describing the alcohol levels tests that were run with volunteers, a lot of them cops. They were given a drink, or two or three, and their reactions were tested behind the wheel as well as outside the car. The presenter made it interesting and the subject was innately entertaining, and I learned a lot. I know I’m a “cheap date” so I never drink if I’m driving. I am usually the DD when we go out.
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Thanks for your service
especially on such an unpleasant case. And thanks for giving such a thorough, thoughtful description of your experience.
Not everyone who goes to trial is poor or dumb.
And, not to get all constitutional on you, but we are assured of a jury of our peers as well as a fair trial.
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That's true, not all...but most.
Whatever dude.
by Mayheminthehood on Aug 5, 2009 10:17 AM PDT up reply actions
So are you saying
that you’re okay with rich dumb people?
Or that you hate poor people and dumb people as separate but sometimes overlapping groups?
Either way, that’s a pretty crappy outlook.
I feel the need, the need...for speed!
I also had an interesting jury trial
We reached the verdict just a week short of a year ago, and I won’t lie – I’m a little bit on alert in case of any retaliatory anniversary shootings.
It was a murder case, it involved gang affiliation, and the central murderer involved planned an meticulously carried out anniversary shootings timed to the hour of specific events.
The murder in question involved what’s been called the worst shooting incident in Costa Mesa history. There is zero doubt in my head the guy we put away did it. And I actually feel really good about the trial. This was, in every core of essence, a guy who needed to go away for life without possibility of parole. I expected jury duty to be tedious and unfulfilling.
"I've got more action than my man John Woo
And I've got mad hits like I was Rod Carew" - Shure Shot, The Beastie Boys
Anniversary shootings. I don't know how that chain gets interrupted.
Your case sounds like a monster.
The part that i thought would be most fascinating was the CSI testimony and all of the experts on firearms and DNA, but it was given when everyone’s blood sugar was at the lowest point. I noticed some of the gallery giggling and looking at us and realized that the lady in front of me was nodding off. We all had that problem and tried all sorts of remedies, some of which almost worked. It was terrible realizing that we were falling asleep during testimony.
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Gangs
were one of the reasons I had to leave Santa Ana for high school. I grew up on Orange St., which is not far from Minnie St. I tried not to associate with these cats while going to school. I know some kids I went to middle school with that are now part of the Minnie St. Lopers and F-troop. Its just sad to have to witness this before my eyes. So many of these guys have potential. I always felt bad for the girls too. I visit family who live in the area still and I know that I could have been one of those guys had it not been for my family.
Aybar is a nowhere man, Sitting in his Nowhere Land, Making all his nowhere plans for nobody.
by princeton11loveshalos on Aug 5, 2009 12:33 PM PDT reply actions
The guy on our jury who knew about this kind of stuff grew up in Santa Ana,
near the community college. He is Mexican-American and he has family on both sides of the gang problems. He calls his gangster cousins a bunch of knuckleheads. He had a cousin who was killed by gang members, in front of his family and kids. They killed him because they had a beef with the cousin’s brother. I didn’t ask for details but the story sounds familiar, very like a murder that made a big splash in the last couple of years.
All of this came up during the jury interviews (voir dire?) and they didn’t challenge him. I was kind of surprised.
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Maybe 'Gangbangers' means something different this side of the pond
But I expected a different post.
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We don't have a Bullpen. We have a Cowpen. Before we get to call it a Bullpen these guys gotta grow a pair.
Double Ugh. Mine was not that bad.
I hope that there was enough good evidence that you didn’t have a problem making your decision.
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Think very slowly about what you just hoped for.
We don't have a Bullpen. We have a Cowpen. Before we get to call it a Bullpen these guys gotta grow a pair.
I know what you're saying, but I meant exactly what I said regarding evidence.
When you’ve gotten as far as a trial you don’t want to be left with only a strong suspicion and not enough proof to convict. You want to have no doubt at all that the defendant is either guilty or not guilty. That nagging doubt is what was so disturbing about the case I just heard, and I think it would have been much worse if it had involved a child.
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I see it every day.
Very little surprises or shocks me any more. The thing about your post that I found interesting is the distance you seemed to place between yourself and the gangs. You deal with gang members all day every day. They are in every community.
The sad part is that California just mandated the release of approximately 25% of the entire prison population. So, that really bad guy you just sent to prison for 8 years will be out in time for Xmas.
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by ineptituderunsamok on Aug 6, 2009 6:20 AM PDT reply actions
Maybe you should read the rest of the thread.
You might see that I have been aware of gang activity since I was a little kid.
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I guess I am a bit offended by your comments about my "distance".
I have consciously tried to put distance between gang activity, and myself and my family. Can you honestly say that you would choose to live in a gang-controlled neighborhood if given the chance to live elsewhere? I’m upper-middle class, white, and 59 now, but I spent my first 14 years in Baldwin Park, from 1950 to 1964. That was a really rough place at the time.
I know I deal with gang members sometimes, but I don’t usually deal with deciding if a young man committed a murder, nor do I deal with this level of criminal behavior on a daily basis. Do you?
Most of the jury was unaware of how gangs impact their community, and unaware of the dynamics created within a neighborhood by gangs. My pontification about not looking at the problem unless forced to came from that.
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and, we did not decide the sentence.
The judge will decide that. 1st degree murderers with gang and gun enhancements are not likely to be included in the 25% reduction.
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I didnt mean to offend you.
My point is that you deal with gang members all day every day without realizing it. You buy groceries from, have you car fixed by, have your home repaired by members and ex members every day. Just because you don’t see his (or her) MM hand, ‘la eme’ or thirteen tattoo, it doesn’t mean it’s not there. Just because you’ve moved out of a ‘gang’ neighborhood, don’t be surprised if you find someone who is a member. There are gangs everywhere across the country… even in your upper middle class white neighborhood.
The sentence I listed was meant to suggest that an 8 year sentence in California is low risk, and that they will shortly be removed from the Prison system to lower overall headcount. I wasn’t referring specifically to your particular case. Sorry if that wasn’t clear. While I would hope that your case sees a significant time in prison, it’s just not realistic. Your individual will do the minimum time because thats what the economy can support. The parole board will look at the offense by a young man driven by bad influences and release them as soon as they can to make room for criminals that even more dangerous (of which there are unfortunately many.)
And yes, I do deal with criminal behavior every day.
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by ineptituderunsamok on Aug 6, 2009 11:59 AM PDT up reply actions
Here's what offends me:
“…My point is that you deal with gang members all day every day without realizing it. You buy groceries from, have you car fixed by, have your home repaired by members and ex members every day. Just because you don’t see his (or her) MM hand, ‘la eme’ or thirteen tattoo, it doesn’t mean it’s not there. Just because you’ve moved out of a ‘gang’ neighborhood, don’t be surprised if you find someone who is a member. There are gangs everywhere across the country… even in your upper middle class white neighborhood.”
You make too many assumptions in that statement, assumptions about my background, my life-experience, and my education, and that’s offensive.
I don’t live in a white neighborhood; most of my neighbors are not just Hispanic but specifically Mexican American. I really like most of them and I love the families closest to me, but I have recently noticed a couple of wanna-be punks visiting a cute girl who lives four doors down, in the only rental. Those kids are only in jr high, but I know what happens next. Yeah, they’re everywhere, but like I said in my post, I’m not naive.
It really chaps my ass that some people (I include some of the jury members) have that Not My Problem attitude, that if it didn’t happen right next door that they can look away.
I didn’t question your knowledge of or involvement with criminal behavior, only the level at which you deal with it. If you’re a cop or a lawyer or work in the DA’s office or work with gangs, then fine, you are entitled to be world-weary and jaded, but I’m not any of those things. I’m not naive but I am capable of being depressed when plunged back into this milieu.
This was my first time dealing with a murder trial and all that that entails including pictures of the dead that were surprisingly non-gory, and the lying, and the incidental stories of other murders, the casual mention by one witness of a guy getting shot in the eye as a way of verifying a timeline, the grinding despair of the “civilians”, as the cops called the non-participants, all of that compacted into a few days was stunning. It brought back the misery and terror of my jr high experience, but it was worse because the kids I knew only got shot or stabbed and none of them died. One of them got stabbed in the back and I was the only witness. The girl who stabbed her used a sharp pencil and just stabbed her for no reason, and then dared me to tell. I did even though I was scared of her and her friends, but they never came after me; maybe they all got expelled, I dunno. It was not unusual to come to school and find out there had been a gang fight on campus overnight, and there was always a kid in class who knew the details. That kid got shot when we were in the 8th grade. Claimed he was cleaning his uncle’s gun. Yeah, right. He came back weeks later with his head still shaved and a really impressive scar where they had peeled back the skin to remove the bullet.
I could tell you about being shot at in Pomona, when I was in college, or my children getting yelled at to get off the street because they were wearing a Hallowe’en costume that was mostly red, or my run-in with an Asian gang, or the time in Oakland…. etc. You don’t have to tell me they’re everywhere, I already know. I don’t know why you decided I didn’t.
P.S. I really doubt that my mechanic is in a gang, but his nephew spends every day off school either working for him or sitting in the office, to keep him out of trouble. They know what’s up.
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I don't make any assumptions
about you. You said you were a 59 yo female. You also made a point to mention that you grew up in what you considered a bad area, but had moved away to a better area. You further stated that you were surprised to find that gang members were using the Angels logo and operating in/near your neighborhood. My point then, and now is that your neighborhood has gang members. That is not an assumption, that is a fact. The people that I deal with professionally are the same people in my neighborhood that I deal with personally later that hold any number of positions in my daily life. Hurray that your mechanic is not a gang member. That was an example, not an assumption or a point of fact in your life.
As for my decision that you’re unaware; you stated that yourself… in your post. I merely noted without bias that it was interesting… when I read your post twice (without making assumptions.) Perhaps you should re-read your post before making assumptions about what I have or have not done. You state that you didn’t question my involvement with or knowledge of the subject in one post but clearly assume in an above statement that I don’t have knowledge of it because you don’t. Your words not mine.
You have missed the point of my post and taken it as a comment on your life experience. Every time you reply with other events that occurred in your life you re-enforce my position. My intent is not to argue. You (in my opinion) took offense to something that was not meant to offend. It was a statement on the state of society.
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by ineptituderunsamok on Aug 6, 2009 4:12 PM PDT up reply actions
Look, I am cranky because I have the flu so maybe I'm taking it all wrong, but this
is what set me off:
“The thing about your post that I found interesting is the distance you seemed to place between yourself and the gangs. You deal with gang members all day every day. They are in every community…..”
That just smacks of superiority and it was directed at me, not at the world in general. Right there it sounds as if you are telling me that I don’t know that they are everywhere, and maybe you didn’t mean it to come across that way, but there it is and yes, it is a comment on my life experience.
I took it to mean “It’s Not My Problem So I don’t Have To Know About It” distance; I put as much physical distance as possible between myself and them, but I know what they do. They don’t live next door, they don’t live on my street, and they are not in control of my neighborhood, and I made sure of that when we bought here. However, they are not far away.
Funny thing that you should suggest that I re-read my original post because every time I’ve posted to you I’ve done just that, but I do think that you have misinterpreted something I said to you in my previous post.
Where did I do this?
“…You state that you didn’t question my involvement with or knowledge of the subject in one post but clearly assume in an above statement that I don’t have knowledge of it because you don’t. …”
I do not see anything in my previous post that comes close to that but please point out the exact place it to me.
As I said, I’m cranky because I feel lousy. If I’ve actually been idiotic as you point out in your post above I apologize.
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You're writing emotion
into my words. You feel attacked because I find something interesting? I’d hate to find out how you feel about my interest in motorcycles, American History and travel. I neither called you foolish are naive, I simply suggested that you (as many) seem unaware of how far gangs have spread (emphasis on California here.)
You wrote; “nor do I deal with this level of criminal behavior on a daily basis. Do you?” This is the point where you make assumptions about me.
You then followed with; “If you’re a cop or a lawyer or work in the DA’s office or work with gangs, then fine, you are entitled to be world-weary and jaded.” This is the second assumption you make, and again you are off base. I am not jaded about any of this.
I expressed my point of view, and responded to facts you posted in a civil way with information I feel comfortable in my knowledge of. If that ‘chaps your ass’, or ‘smacks of superiority’, then there’s probably not much that I could write that would make you understand my point without further angering you.
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by ineptituderunsamok on Aug 6, 2009 8:22 PM PDT up reply actions
Grew up in OC and IE
So I know what you mean. I just want to thank you and the other jurors for doing your public duty. I’ve known people, both in Iowa now and in CA way back when, who would dodge police who wanted to talk to them, refused to testify, etc., and it takes a few brave people to show that justice will be handed out, fairly and consistently, no matter how powerful someone thinks they are.
It takes the strength of a community to put gangs in their place.
In my local neighborhood we have lots of those little wannabes, and while it’s nothing like SoCal at its worst, it is still disturbing to see the trend everywhere you go. You cannot get away from gangs in America, it seems. There is too much glorification of their activities, too much implicit acceptance from those who do not stand up.
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I don't feel particularly proud of serving on a jury,
but if no one is willing then how do we proceed with a necessary trial? Everyone, you, me, and the mailman is entitled to a jury of peers. I would hope that if I am ever accused of a serious crime that I get a fair-minded jury, that I get a fair trial.
That sounds consciously high-minded, obnoxious even, but I really do feel that way. The other options to a jury of peers, to our legal guarantees, are not so attractive.
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Nope. Not high-minded at all.
What I find to be incredibly obnoxious are all the lame-assed excuse making that people give to dodge their time in the box, followed by all the lame-assed resentment exuded by most of my fellow juror who felt that they got ‘stuck’ on a jury assignment.
And then I read a story like this. And I realize that it does not matter how clean and noble I live my life, there is always a huge risk that some knucklehead like Ms. Jean Gonzalez is going to find some sorry reason to take away from me and my family our ability to feed/cloth/shelter and educate one another. And then it is going to be ME who is going to need 12 interested, intelligent, reasonable fellow citizens to protect me.
We don't have a Bullpen. We have a Cowpen. Before we get to call it a Bullpen these guys gotta grow a pair.
I know if I'm every on trial for something I didn't do
I’m choosing to forgo the jury trial and have my outcome decided solely by a judge. Someone who I know to be educated and has enough experience to weed out weak cases.
For safety
I would ask Rev to delete this thread or to disguise your screen name if possible. Just in this thread you’ve given us a couple vital stats that might be useful if someone wanted to find you. Now, someone might just pickup your screen name and monitor your posts to see if you give up any more info (in addition to the email address that is in your profile).
Its probably a stretch, but I used to track people down for a living and so I’m somewhat paranoid about this.
I was considering deleting it myself, partly for that reason.
I’m not sure my email address is in my profile.
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I would
I thought I had seen your email when I checked before. Anyway, in the future you should create a new screen name to post stuff like this.
I did. I removed it after your comment to me.
I thought about your warning and I think that if anything was going to happen to the jury it would have been either during the trial or right after the verdict was read.
I try not to be too much of a drama queen, and when I had the flu last week I think I over-reacted a bit.
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So you sat on a case dealing with the Minnies, huh? That is a strip of apartment complexes right at the edge of what is called two miles of sudden death by the Santa Ana Police. Basically, the Lopers are hated by everybody else in OC. As far as gangs using the Angels Logo, the Avenues in Cypress Park, Downtown L.A. ar eknown to sport Angels gear…..right down the street from Dodger Stadium.
I’m sorry for what you endured. Feel well that justice was erved, tho. I come out of a gang. 15 years clean now. If I could take those days back I would. It’s all because of the grace of God that I am free of that.
I worked with a guy in the 90s who had been a gang member
in the 1960s in Oakland. He was about my age, and his son was just starting to have his gang tattoos removed. I have no idea what the names of the gangs were.
When we lived in Riverside, a member of the Tiny Dukes shot and killed a guy who was fishing on the new pier at Fairmont Park. It was one of the few places legal to fish after dark, and the pier had just opened that week. The shooter was 14.
The Citron Street gang in Anaheim is one that uses the Angels as their logo.
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This has been one of the most interesting posts and threads I've read in a long time
The tribalism in our DNA that leads to gangs and gang banging (drugs and other crime aside) is evident in so many things we do (like subscribing to this blog and laughing at LSB). But this malignancy is astounding.
Your stories of Baldwin Park are actually more frightening to me than the current situation because it indicates that this isn’t a relatively recent phenomena. Somehow, I had envisioned the current gang violence with the rise of the Crips/Bloods/MM, et. al. and had viewed the gangs of my youth as being Jets vs. Sharks.
Thank you for being subjected to such a horrible experience on our behalf and thank you for sharing.
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer.
I had almost forgotten the rules that were read at the beginning of each school year
included a rule against wearing taps on your shoes. These were very small toe and heel taps, almost a decorative item they were so small, and you could get them put on at shoe repair shops. It was a gang thing and the kids that age who had them just wanted to appear tough; they were mostly white boys. You could hear them coming, from quite a distance in the hallways.
This was elementary school, in the mid-50s.
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Well I read all the post and found it an interesting read
I lived in Santa Ana the first 26 years of my life, I’m almost 31 now. I teach HS in Santa Ana and I just wanted to say something. I know that some gang members really had no choice in the matter due to circumstances beyond their control. But I also know that many of them do have choices and they make the wrong ones.
The classes I teach are filled by a vast majority of students who are not in gangs and they all know tons of friends that aren’t in gangs. I think a lot of times the ones that are in gangs did have choices and they just made the wrong ones.
Basically I just don’t want people to get the wrong idea about Santa Ana, yes I know it has more gang members than any other OC City, but it also has a ton of hard-working students who choose to stay out of gangs. Also Santa Ana is far better now than how it was in the late 80’s and early 90’s. Back then, gunshots were an everyday occurrence though out Santa Ana, now they have been reduced dramatically. Also I would walk down even the worst street in Santa Ana, before I’d walk down the worst streets in Watts, Compton, South Gate and other LA cities.
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When we lived in Riverside the elementary school my kids attended
had a huge demographic divide that took in a really rough neighborhood. I remember a 2nd grader crying because he didn’t want to join a gang when he got older but all of his older brothers, cousins and uncles were members and he felt he had no choice. 2nd grade, only about 7 years old.
I know about Santa Ana and how hard some of the kids work in the schools. I take art classes at the CC and I see how serious they are about these and the more “meat-and-potatoes” classes.
I’ve never had any problem in Watts or Compton or South Gate, but I also don’t linger during the day or go there after dark. I went on a photo expedition last summer with my niece to find two houses my grandfather had built in South Gate and a third in Hollywood in the early 20s. It was a bit of an adventure because the streets had all been renumbered at some point and we only had some old photos and my dad’s shaky memory of the nearest cross-streets. We found all three, and the two families who lived in the houses in South Gate welcomed us in and looked at our photos and told us about themselves.
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I took a class recently
That showed a strong relationship between gangs to the larger American community and Islamic fundamentalists to the Muslim community as a whole. Just interesting, not really going to get a debate here (not the forum), but just thought I would share that thought.
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what was
the class if you dont mind me asking? Sounds interesting.
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by ineptituderunsamok on Aug 12, 2009 7:33 PM PDT up reply actions
Was just an International Relations of The Middle East Class
Kind of a running commentary through the class to keep things in perspective since the gang issue is much closer to home, and it helps one understand it. Think it was more the professor’s idea. If you have access to jstrow there’s a couple articles up on it.
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